Loss of a loved cat

We, if fortunate, have that special bond with a few of our kitties in our lives that are dearer than words can express. When they leave our lives we live with the sadness of longing for them once again. 

There is something between you and that special cat where words would not express the conversation flowing between the two of you. The eyes speak. It is a feeling between the two of you that has been formed eons ago. It is a love-love relationship. Only kindness and caring for each other. 

Sweet kitty's soft paw touching your face as you are drifting off to sleep while listening to that special quiet melodic purring.

He is not like a regular cat that you love. He makes up a part that is missing. Whatever that might be.

Although we have become more tenderhearted because of our brief time with our babies, we don't recognize that fact, we simply mourn.

We, can only go on and love more deeply than before. They knew. They know now.

I will always think of my sweet purrboy and remember the look on his face that spoke volumes to me. Rest in peace sweet one. Surely I will hold you again one day.

If you are lonesome for your special kitty cat, stop and remember them and give yourself a break from your sorrow and smile.  

German Router

Got your attention. Last January I bought a wireless router but could not configure it, so returned it. Still using the Dynex. Think the Monday morning storm knocked it out. Or so suggests Suddenclink tech man Henry. He also said there was outside chatter. I said is it the birds? He laughed and said he did not think so. I said well then I don’t hear any outside chatter but it is rather early. 

I told him that I did not like lots of wires. He seemed understanding although I do not believe he really gave a leaky dam. He was not aware that lots of wires fahreeks me out! I go into a la-la-like stage. My brain gets muddled. Time slows down. Time speeds up. Life seems to be a total loss. I find dust I did not know was there upon the wires. Is that is where I lost my bracelet. Then I become distracted from the wires. Lots of Wires Survival Mode I call it. LWSM. At this point I could not make cereal if my life depended on it.

I asked him if I should buy a new router. He said he could not tell me that. I said then why did I ask you. I need to know. 

Honestly, the plugging and unplugging and questions and no good answers and the outside chatter and the birds not being at fault lasted so long that I forgot what his last comments were. Oh now I remember, he said I might like to call Dynex and ask them for help. I might not like to call Dynex and ask them for help either. I can only imagine the LWSM. Unable to make ice water. Whole nother topic there... ice water. I know nother is maybe not a real word but I like it.

I am rambling but it seems to have helped the situation tremendously. 

I may journey to the local router store and purchase a router at the end of my busy day at work. Whole nother topic there... 

Sincerely with or without chatter,

Deb

Thumb Up

I just noticed today how totally weird my thumb looks when I am using scissors. Looks like it is waving to a crowd as if on a paper float in a parade. I did not know thumbs originally came from parades. Wondered. 

And why don't I have two thumbs? I do. But I mean on each hand. Guess it would make a difficult time with toilet paper or picking the nose. Might poke my eye out. I don't know. Seems a second thumb would be of service. If you lost one, you got an extra. That is a bonus. I lose stuff sometimes. 

One could hitch while thumping. Marvelous ability! 

And the thumb is so overworked. Bless it's little heart. Amazing thumb joint I must say. Speaking of joints. 

Should there be an aspirin for the thumb? Sure should. Watch. Somebody will invent it and I thought of it first.

Rule to live by... Keep your thumbs by your side and that is exactly where you will find them when you need them.

I ought to know. I needed mine today to cut paper with my scissors. Funny looking little thumb. Maybe my thumb is mad and is ranting in 'thumb'. Who is listening? Thumb people. So we are all listening to our thumbs basically is what I am saying to you today. The thumb rules.

Thumb Up!

DEB

Painting

Not what you are thinking. Although I did paint my kitchen wall a beautiful rich red at the beginning of this year. And was going to paint my other bedroom wall a purple shade but as of now I only have the paint sample tiles :/ Sometimes I hold one up and eyeball as if the wall was painted and somehow I feel satisfied.

As a little girl I pencil drew horses and cats and trees and such. Oh and cars! Loved that! And eyes. Neat. As I lived life I would draw to chill out but I wish I had been devoted. 

My gosh, when I draw a simple cat it finishes as something of a rabbit/man/kangaroo :/ So I only draw one for fear the second would show signs of a fourth entity. Maybe the aliens are communicating with me. Maybe I should publish my drawings so the humans will not be in shock when the aliens surface. Maybe I won't. I will hold one up and eyeball as if the aliens have returned and lessen my shock. 

As one can detect, I am a thinker. I can sit and think for hours. Nothing comes of it but I can say I am a good thinker. I think. I ask myself questions in complete sentences with proper punctuation. Don't ask. I think in color. My abilities are endless. I reply in complete sentences. Even asking the same question twice. Repetition is important. I may have mentioned this before, but I was just thinking about it.

Must now think of painting in color.

Creative and Inventive

People tell me I am creative and inventive. Wish they would tell me about my creations and inventions so I would be informed. Last week I did think of creating a chair seat bun-bouncer. That was after I read about people walking and running in spurts to build their muscles and endurance. Why not do that while sitting in a chair at the computer. The Bun-Bouncer, I just gave it a name, would move each bun up and down as in walking or running. 

By simply thinking about the Bun-Bouncer in my work chair, I can tell you readers that I lost... oh somewhere around 7 or 8 ounces. Yep. Must have. 7 or 8 ounces. Uh-huh.

I baked cup cakes and cinnamon rolls this past weekend...

Every few days I think of something new. New to my brain anyway. Probably already out there. My brain is out there. Like way out. Not far out. That is totally different. 

I was visited by aliens...

Well the week has barely begun and I am off to a great start being creative and inventive. Ummm-hmmm.... hmmm...

My brain is still in weekend mode...

dream...

Erie calm lazed upon the earthen ground.

No one knew 'twas day or still of night.

Bewildered eyes met eyes, passersby,

Then wind tore twisting left, then to right,

What er' could become of this present time

Where cometh this freakish stirring might

Arms reaching high, feet departing ground

All by the wind were swept up taking flight.

Happy March!

So where did January and February go? I seem to remember being in them :/ Today is March 1st and it has arrived with beautiful sunshine and birds singing. Nice. 

Will March fly by? Will I wear green on St. Patrick's Day? Will I set my clocks forward? or backward?? Remains to be seen. I never reset my car clock. Always seems to find the correct time at some point during the year ;) Besides, I can never figure out how to reset it :( Once, I spent hours in my sweet ride trying to reset the clock. I ordered pizza. And a cola. 


I ask myself these questions and many more in full complete sentences. Why not? I only have myself asking me questions. I answer myself in full complete sentences. Polite. A bonus should I ever converse with a human :|


I talk to my cats. They really do not care about full complete sentences. They are just interested if any words out of my mouth end in... "treats". Then they answer me in various tones of meow. I do not know if their reply meows are full complete meow sentences. I believe my cats are smart enough. Just too lazy.


My cats will probably lay out on the back porch in the beautiful sunshine today while I am at the place I go to get money for treats. That ended in "treats"... wonder if my cats are meow answering me :)


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